It was so cold in work today I couldn't feel my fingers for the majority of the time I was actually doing stuff, which is not really helpful when trying to write saless tickets. Also Jean was in a mard all day, it's a good thing I only worked 9-2 because if I'd stayed much longer I would have dissolved into tears. Yes, I'm that pathetic, but she can be so nasty and I've only been there like three weeks. Hello, I do not know everything yet, there's a fucking lot to remember.

So I came home and crashed out for a couple of hours, I think there's somethign wrong witht he radiator in my room, it's cold in there CONSTANTLY o.O I have my door closed a lot, but still, it's not like it's a big room, the radiator should take care of it, Might be somethign wrong with my window though, the stupid handle that my stupid father put on is really stiff and won't actually close all the way. I think a draft gets in there maybe.

Mum's out again tonight with Dad, she didn't com home until like 01:00 this morning. You know the whole story and how I feel about all this though hahaha. I really... thinking bout it upsets me a lot and I've been thinking about it a lot this week for some reason. I'm not sure why but it's suddenly jumped out at me. I think because I've started settling into working again... Heh.

I really actually hate my life. I wish I could just... not be here.

Too bad I have no escape option from all this. Heh.

EDIT: I CAN SMELL FISH AND ONIONS ;________;!!

Stolen from isaviel like woah. ♥

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line(s) from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly (No lyric hunting! That is cheating!)

( LYRICS BE HURR )

AND... GOE! XD

I RETURN!

Yes. I have retrnd from OB, my hiatus is officially OVER. I got back yesterday afternoon and I was on YIM a little bit, checked email etc but I crashed around midnight so I probably didn't catch everyone to say hi. I hope you guys all had an awesome three weeks and that youreal safe and well. There's going to be a massive LJ post of doom in the near future with photos and all that and I will be catching up on games and such as fast as possible. CREATIVE BRAIN OVERLOAD KTHNX, expect me to be bugging you ;D

Outward Bound was awesome.

I feel awesome (despite the coniuing family situation).

You guys rock.

♥